-0 oo +=.> Spring

It is just so amazingly beautiful here today. Is it spring? The door is open, and balmy air as if mailed by a secret lover on holiday from a place tropical, blue azure sky and sea.
It will be springtime soon enough. ~ talked to one sister last night about her trip here last spring, this year she wants to come when the flowers are all in bloom–dogwoods, magnolias. Today, the weather, makes me see Spring will be here in no time at all, then summer (and new memories, new experiences, changed atmosphere of the inner life…) Its nice!
To be alive! To know that tomorrow or the day after, new gardens and new people open up on our path~ new gifts ~ the aahhh haa experience of wonder and that thing that happens when we say, Yes, yes! I get that now! I understand a new aspect of myself. I learned a lot these last three months about myself and other things by blogging. I was never one to go online, unless to look some info up or look at art.
Sometimes I feel like a virgin blooger, a weenie around the others who are used to what it is that happens out there~ wherever it is that things happen. I’m not sure it is even for me, this whole blog thing, its a bit too like sticking post it notes onto things that for me would ask more slow, honor~ing kind of attention. I like to encounter things and people, and then go away and let it “happen” inside me, then when we meet again, enjoy the syntax (the almost visual and language movement) of how things open up, get re-installed into focus, talked about… then as we go away to our lives, we meet again and bring something up again, its an ongoing living (live) dialogue that happens and builds within people… but it doesn’t happen, or +Breathe+ (which is the root of inspiration==to add breath, take in) the same on a comment page.
Anyway… ~~~ i can sit it out when i go exploring.
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*notes to self*
there is a field of rain
inside it, voices.
a lantern glows
and goes on glowing
no matter how you choose
to love or live.
~~ !! ) 0 ooo ==o0000.
